some of my thoughts
I write a little. Some of this is old and some of it new. I think my thinking has evolved over time.
When the long awaited thing arrives
When I am waiting for something, it seems so far away and out of reach. When it arrives it seems like it was inevitable.
What is more surprising is that I don't feel very different. I am not changed by it. I am the same person.
I understand then that my work is not to make things arrive. Rather it is to prepare myself so that when they do arrive I can be my best to make the most of it and its consequences.